Bra Shopping: First Attempt. Fail.

I've just been plain exhausted the last few weeks.  I finally had a chance to go bra shopping, but I sure didn't feel like going out.  I had a great coupon for Kohl's, so that was my destination after I got the kids in bed.  I got there at 8:40...and quickly found out they close at 9:00 on Sundays.  Classic.

Well, Wal-Mart is next door and open all night, so I figured I would give Wally World a chance since I had some other things to pick up.

I totally struck out and ended up just buying another 2-pack of sport bras.  I've been spoiled wearing sport bras all the time.  "Real" bras are pretty uncomfortable in comparison.  But a gal needs some shape now and then!

Here's my problem:  side boob.  My breast shape is just too wide.  I don't know if this is an issue that will resolve after more time...I'm hoping it is.  The only way I can find a cup size that fits is by going way up in band size.  I used to wear a 38 G...so I should still be able to wear a 38...right?  My measurements indicate that I should be a 38 C, but it seems like I need a 40 or 42 A now.  But that just doesn't sound right.  And it doesn't feel quite right.

I'm sure that the extra 30 pounds I'm carrying is not helping my situation in the side rolls department.  Nothing like a dressing room mirror to knock out any residual self-esteem.  I'm pretty depressed.  And I had to come to a realization...as much as I hated my big breasts, I miss my old proportions.  Now I feel pear-shaped and dumpy.  I didn't realize how much I hid behind my bosoms.  Now it's all out there..."it" meaning my momma-belly and everything else that reminds me I'm not 20 anymore.  Sigh.

Well, I'm trying to keep my perspective...striking out at *Wal-Mart* is far from complete failure.  I'm still going to give Kohl's a try.  And hopefully get to the gym more often!